a fail day again....

today i feel so dissapointed, because i am not done well again in my B.S resit paper again....i feel so so regret.

Since i am already resit n-times and everytime i jz put my hope at next time. but however this time even i know that i am dint put more effort to done the exam. i am angry with myself  when i think that tis time i still cant have my graduation with 2nd batch graduate fre.... i feel myself very noob... even that last time the result more worst than me punya fre now all also already graduate..jz left me..........zzz

now that pic all i post was jz suit for my today mood...

The day of 不幸中的大幸....

今天一早醒来，忽然间心血来潮驾摩托去上班。前半段与平常日子一样的过。吃饭时间开始就差点改写了我的命运。因为我驾摩托去买饭时。在准备冲出路的时候与一辆突如其来的汽车发生了一点碰撞，在那一刹那忽然脑袋一篇空白 （之后想起也心有余悸），幸运的是我与那位汽车司机都有闪了一下才没事发生。我们看双方没什么事就各走各路了。第二环时当我回到公司上班的时候，很衰的空调尽然坏了。害我皮肤热到敏感早点回家休息。 但上帝对我还不错，因为我从pc fair 买的broadband 竟然酱快可以用了。所以也才有了今晚这个blog. ^^
不幸中的大幸拿来形容今天是很适合。

PEK CHE (p/s: read in hoKkien)

i feel so pek che today...because i HATE when i teach new staff about company else but my colleague come and kacau. maybe u guys think that i am "xiao qi" but I am really cant tahan d....damn....ask me to teach new staff and said herself lazy to teach...but when i am seriously to teach her then u jz come and kacau kacau, say me teach like this worng, like that "ke po" to help her for what.and keep on teach new staff all shortcut way. Dont say me curse u, one day when the new staff go to KL training. u will know the effects. Fine...i wont teach her anymore, coz i know i will leave this suck company soon....

Regret is useless...

recently i was feel depressed because i was found out that once a things u had missed out...u will never get it back and will keep on regret n regret by urself. what i can said was i already missed the best chance of my life already...GOD...

KL traiNing life....

recently got fre complain me long time dint update my bloG ad....so today must write something to let him c^^
this Blog story was talk about my KL training life while 21st OCT till now still need to going...really feel suck lah....haiz....
when then 1st time going i still feel fresh and excited to live at KL, bcoz there time my company arrange me stay at Hotel Sungai Wang. after working i still can go out for jalan jalan^^
BUT, after the 2nd time n 3rd time going. i had been arrange stay Hotel damn nearby my company with a new staff from Sarawak. every just work and sleep, work and sleep @.@ damn boring coz my company APA pun tak ada...haiz....feel suck lah although there was full of pub but I am not interest about it. ( ps: that was the period i had been confirmation by my company^^)

Next week, 23 nov i am need to going KL again....
omg.. really feel so sien nia....y always call me go eh...
lolx...but hope this time going can have a chance to meet my fre in KL again loh....

Bored.......

recently i feel very bored ah........................
haiz....since i start working, and a lot of my fre still studying, some 2ndary school fre date me i oso cant join because of the timing, some got gf/bf d i dun wan find them, working oso sit and ntg to do oso. all of them life style was diffrent wf me ad....
Haiz....at last still is me one person. T.T
i wan do alot of thing. go travel, go shopping, go watch movie, etc.....alone to do this few thing was really make me upset. Maybe is the time to find a gf ad..but now?? i dun have an choice yet lah since last time hurt are still pain...Damn....

A day abt my colleague m.c.....

today 09.09.09 Wednesday is a excited day for me.
y?
It is because happening a case that i cant tell the truth to everyone.
The reason i will say to the outsider today i am alone in office because of my colleague M.C.
but the truth is she's DaMn jialat bf r coming back from taiwan and she had already decide to break up with him.
the below was the detail of the secret:

1.05pm- when i am on the way going to working. Ms.A (my colleague) was calling me for asking a help that she say her DEVIL (bf) was waitng for him outside
her car and keep knocking her car window. but i say i was ntg can do to save her because i dun wan to include in the case. N that was not related
for me however i had a heart to help her.

1.15pm- the Devil r come to the office. and he is asking me where Ms A?? i say i duno and keep cheat to the devil (i might only can help my Ms A at this way only)
after that i try to call him leave. but he was keep call me calling Ms A. i was no reason to refuse him at that time. So i purposely call Ms A and pretend
that i cant get connect wf her however she was pick up ad. after she call back me few times, i pick up wf purposely and let Ms A realize that Devil was beside me only. devil was want to come in office and wait Ms A, but i was using reason that not yet business hour so i cant let him in. Finally he was give me face abit and waiting outside. after a few minutes that i had filling and wanna go out to bank in. i can feel it the devil was following me but thats useless coz he duno Ms A wont come office today anymore.^^

2.30pm- i feel i am safe after come back to office. but the devil was come again. OMG...i am think that luckily he was come a late few minutes that Ms A call me told that now she was fine ad. really scary...swt nia...then the devil asking me that what recently Ms A doing in office? was her pancing another guy?? i cheat him at all and dint give him a real answer. finally he was give up and say Ms A although today she avoid him, but she cant avoid him forever except she leaving pg. OMg...that fucking devil really scary like will Kill ppl aneh...walao yeh.....this devil really kiokan punyA lah...

Conclusion, haiz...i duno Ms A how she will settle with the devil. I jz wish she can solve it and come back to work as soon as possible.