一年

不知不觉跟你在一起已经一年多咯~~
这一年里我们经过了许多酸甜苦辣的日子，
跟你一起去过了许多地方游玩，吃过了许多美食。
搞到我们俩都很“幸福”哈哈
老实说真得很感动，当我收到你送给我一周年的礼物，还记得当时眼泪自动留下来的感觉。
还有你每次亲自下厨煮菜给我吃的时候，真的很好吃又很幸福。
很抱歉很惭愧我在一周年时送你的礼物是这么的简单，或许你有点失望了。
很抱歉我总是让你留下了许多眼泪。
只想在这里告诉你，人不可以总是不服输的哦。
我已经很听你的话了，也希望有时候我的话你也可以听一听。
希望在未来的日子我们还是可以一起度过。就如你送我的这幅画，可以一直亲下去^^

怎么了

原以为放个假后回来心情会的舒解一些，
哪知道....好像变得更糟糕了.
生活中所有不如意的事仿佛越靠越近。
这不是我想要的生活。
以前对自己的一切希望自从做工后都幻灭了。
对不起，开心果只是我伪装的.
我并不是你所想得那么好.
如果有一天你受不了就放下我吧。
我不想你脸上的笑容因为我而消失。

了解

最近对一般上班族来说或许是开心的，因为假期连连。

但是对于我来说却是一种痛苦。

或许人们总是觉得我很有钱，有空，很乐观，很贱，甚至总觉得我懒洋洋的.

我很想对这些人说你们错了.你们根本一点都不了解我。

曾经以为自己拥有很多知心朋友。但是到最后都是自己的自以为是。

有时自己被伤害了，都不敢反击因为我害怕失去。

有时被人说我一点都不了解她，但是他可否想过他是否了解过我.我只想获得一些些的关心。

人们不曾站在我的角度思考过我。我并不奢求些什么，我只希望获得人们的体谅和了解。

有时候我真得很想死去好了，但是到最后我都会放弃因为我还有一个我不想丢下他，答应要养他一辈子的人。

我比人们都知道你想要什么，但是很抱歉我总是不能帮你实现你想要的，但是我其实比你更觉得失望和失败。.

或许真的会有那么一天我会遭到被遗弃，也许都只是因为我不配拥有你。

p/s:给我的朋友，如果有一天你们不小心看到了我的部落格，请你们看完后就忘记吧。谢谢.

Angry .....(-.-)

My cutie today was angry to me again......yyyy??

When you know the truth duno should angry or happy....

At first,this is just because of a I was ask my cutie to hang out a phone when she was across the road while talking through the phone with me.

I am not tire of my cutie and dont want to listen her voice bacase sometime we might need concentration when across the road. It was a dangerous way for multitasking....

Of course i know my cutie was appreciate the time when calling me because when she step in the office she cant call me because she will being attention when she do so in office 

(Remarks: Her office was damn silence).

Sorry my deardear i really dint mean to HURT you ya....

道歉...

今天我女友要求我给她一个正式的道歉，

因为前几天我错怪了她最近越来越不重视我。

对不起哦. 当我看到你最近对我所做的事情之后，

或许我对自己不够自信，所以我总是怀疑自己。

或许就如你所说的，被爱是幸福的，爱人是痛苦的。

但是我会学着让自己成长，

让我们一起加油，

不管世界末日会否到来我还是希望能够跟你一起走到最后哦。

Six Months

4th of June 2011.....that was a day that reach 6 months period together for me and mt GF...hmm...seems like the time was past too fast when the moment with her. I was start the anniversary day with her by go QB Neway to sing K, this is my 1st time go alone sing K with her and the feeling was just great...hehe....
After that go shopping and get our 1st couple watch ^^ thanks my cutie that bought the watch for me. I will appreciate so So so much. After that we 2 went to Gurney GSC watch Kung fu Panda....absolutely A funny and Awesome movie that keep make me n my cutie laughing and laughing. When the dinner time i was brought her to a Japanese restaurant that intro by my best fre, Yz.

concentrate to menu

Although that was a tire day, coz my cutie was 失眠 at the day b4. but I just want to say thank you so much for fill up my life. Hope we are no ending for each other ya.....

My 1st Meal from you....

28th May 2011, another memorable day to me. This is because i had ate my 1st meal that cook from my cutie. Suprise.....here are the photo...

ABC soup, fried egg + sausage, onion+meat+chili padi

Although that was only a Simple meals....but that was enough to let me touching already. Because when i was see her cooking and 流汗 a lot....and especially is she was seldom to cook to somebody although is her family member. I am really proud that can be her BF. Appreciate u So so so Much ya^^ TQ for a tasty and a warm lunch that cook from you ya....

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Finally ....

29th of April 2011, today was my last time resit results release date, i was so scare and worried. But....
Finally.... ^^ i did it.  When the first person that i want to share my happiness is My Deardear. At first i really want say thank you . Because without her i may no more motivation to fight for it, luckily still got you ya, if not maybe i was give up already.
Love u~~ U are the best in my life....
The feeling when i know i had pass i really feels happy than kena TOTO. haha....
Never say never ^^

Celebration of Ur big day

Yeterday, 421. Is my Cutie birthday. Although i was celebrate with her already during 8th of April (that was her Chine calendar birthday). But due to that time i think i was not give my my best to her for the celebration. So i was decide to bring her to a quite proper restaurant to having our candle light dinner ^^.
The restaurant was name Vintage Bulgaria Restaurant. I had been intro by my best friends of i was doing some survey before decide went for this restaurant. If you was interest went to there, maybe u can click this link  http://www.vintagebulgaria.com/ for more.
Unfortunately that day was happen some else might spoil the mood 2 of us. Such as traffic jam when we went to or went back, another things was because of FM friends pity cases. About 8pm something, we had arrive there. For our 1st image, that was a nice environment restaurant but it except us that was only have 4 ppl in there only. Hmm....maybe that was because of normal day cause. Anyway, after that we was taking order from the menu,

Mushroom soup as a opening, thats was yummy^^.

then Spaghetti and pork rib as a Main course, feel so full after eat this.

Mix fruit juice as our drinks. Feel not bad for this.

After that dessert is the ice-cream  but i was forgot to take the picture of it. Paise. =.=

At last, We 2 was quite enjoy the food and environment at there. ^^ This Restaurant i might come for it in future. haha. Really happy my Cutie was enjoy tonight too, and also for the suprise i gave to her.hehe....Hope in future every year  during you birthday I always will be beside u ya. Love u....  

I knw I am not alone..

Sorry my deardear, I was causing ur tear drop again. forgive me before that I just want only share my happiness to u and not my sadness. bcoz I dun want to saw  ur cute smile face dissappear bcoz of me. Remember that u r not nobody and u always is my VIP ya.

The every moment past with you....

Long time that did not update my blog here. It just bcoz i am lazy + busy + fre kacao.

Recently was having too much happy moment with my cutie^^.

My birthday, CNY, Valentine，Tao Buffet + Sing K, etc.

And surely also include some moody + down time.

But luckily i got you to comfort me, encourage me. Make me feel that i am still not so suck and still got some hope. If not i might be still in negative thinking period. 

Your gift really surprise me alot and wake me up.

I am glad to have You as my gf. ^^

Thx God that let me Connected with you.

I really Appreciate when every moment past with you ya.... 
Hope there are no *THE END* this word between us. ^^

Say Sorry to someone i Concern

Today I was mess my cutie really angry me leh...

It just because of i am too suck.

I really dint mean to do so.

I really feel so regret that what i say before.

I guarantee no more this case in future.

I hope you dun wan so fast feel want to give up.

We still have many thing that we need to understand each others.

Sorry ya.....